Will You

Will you sit up from yesterday til tomorrow just to watch the sunrise with me?
Will you still love me even when I did
and the circles around my eyes darken
My skin looks a little paler
My mind a little slower
Will you still love me if I become thinner?
If something goes wrong I my waist shrinks
Will you still love me when I'm round
So big with child
That I can no longer put my own socks and shoes on?
Will you still love me
Can you imagine if I were to gain weight
She tells me it's going to happen
Once I have a child that is
It's in my blood
Will you sit around and talk about stupid things until we both pass out
Will you be jealous if I snuggle with a woman?
Will you still love me if I flirt with women
When I miss you?
Will you wait for me?
Wait until I can be with you?
Or will you leave
Will you love me despite the idiocy I constantly write
Can you deal with how stupid I can be?
How I worked on things until the dawn arose?
The sky is a pretty pale blue-grey
Will you love me dispite my crazed worried side?
The part that makes me freak out
When I hear
The drunks come home at 6 in the morning?
Those who I love
Will you love me unconditionally?
Or will you put conditions on your love for me?
Remember the crazed writings all come from this twisted brain
Guided by a loving heart
What a lovely way to burn.